Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
ABANDONED BLOG. BYE =/
This blog is officially closed. It was a good run. Waste of all that HTML work that I did but I guess im just gonna have to do it on the new one. Yeah, I GUESS im starting a new blog......not to sure yet. HERE IT IS
It is different but very much the same. Umm.......the address isnt permanent. Still trying to figure some things out..
With that...i bid HappyA a tearful farewell! Thanks for the support and memories. See you all (those left) on the other side.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Ummm
- Still super uninspired
- Grades are bad, but im passing.
- A&T is super poppin
- Its getting cold so everyone campus is looking for someone to cuddle up with
- Its Fall Break, I didnt go home of course
- I am going to try and pull my grades up for my gpa's sake.
- Still dont know what I am going to do with my life
- The Senegalese Twists are pulling my edges out.
- I dont know what to do with this damn blog.....
Have u ever hated someone so much--and wanted them to like you at the same time??
Have you ever had sex with a virgin or someone like it?
I wish I cared about something more significant than clothes, music, boys and..fun shit. Im voting?? Is that significant?
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Life is so Ridiculous
Its weird how spending most of your childhood alone...or feeling like you were alone really shapes your life. I cant get away from being alone if I fucking tried. Its become so bad that I feel like my main aim is to be around people and to have fun. To find a way outside of my fucking head.
This weekend was a fucking FAIL. The rain, lost in monopoly---If you landed on my Boardwalk you owed me 1400 bucks---why the only people who landed on it had 300 bucks to they name?? DAMN! I didnt make it to the big parlay, rained through the football game. Boofriends--all gone, social life is dead! Everything that is NOT the weekend is slowly falling into obscurity---so it sucks when the weekend doesnt go well..
I need to re-arrange my priorities. But I dont know how. I have no goals.....I have no vision for the future besides weekends being more poppin. Everything after college is up in the air. Im doing fine with my classes but im afraid that will change in time because I honestly think that I am not giving enough of a fuck. Thank goodness for being effortlessly smart--otherwise id be failing. That was a joke...
Is this normal?? Do I have a lot of time to figure out what I wanna do with my life and become more serious---or is that time now?? Im 20. Im so confused. What if I turn into a big loser thats in college til 35 still tryna get it in at the club? The big fucking shame is---im not even good at what im doing---im still spending most my time being a weird ass loner. That weird ass loner that knows mad people and thats at all the parties---Im an oxymoron n shit!
Im so confused. I dont know what I want. I love myself to death but it doesnt sound like I do does it?
Some people go home when it doesnt look like theyre gonna win this weekend, I wish I had another home to go home to! I need a surrogate family. lol
++Well staying in on Saturday night did have an upside---besides being able textbother everyone AT the party. ChairLift. I kinda like them
Sorta 80s, sorta not. Sorta weird and random. The dudes voice is sorta pedophiley. S'cool.
you know them..
Song- "Bruises"
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
One Mo' Gin: Mr. West
Love Lockdown [album version]....
Is brave, it's heartfelt, it's catchy, it's produced well, its classic Kanye.
He knew he had to do something different this time-something that no one expected and I am glad he took a route so interesting...and random. I am all for spilling your guts on record and making something that so personal it doesnt seem as real unless its in your own damn voice--imperfections and all.
Its probably not that damn serious though. I would STILL prefer a few verses from Kanye with JLegend on the hook and bridge---maybe a little autotune. Something perfect. In my opinion, this song is a little lukewarm and its potential can easily be unlocked by putting someone on the mic with a little more vocal ability. Dont get me wrong--i like this song. But when I listen to it, I cant help but wonder--what if. Hopefully there will be some sort of remix (??).
This version will probably grow (more) on me as time goes on.
Another thing---I am extra hype for this album. I really hope that the autotune doesnt make too many appearances though. It is really getting old.
http://www.zshare.net/audio/1861708040e1e019/
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Heart goes BumpBump BumpBump
It looks like I am in an underwater coma or something..?
Almost feels like that too. Shits slowed down a little....its Wednesday...the weekend will be here soon enough.
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